it has been long time when I loved some one that killed me to the death. At that time my love didn’t set me blind to know he didn’t fill the requirement. He treated me unpolitely. it was years ago when I was a student of a senior high school at the last years. We dated 2 or 3 time when then I asked myself is he the man I looking for . I left him behind even my love was so big but I thought staying beside him just drive me to black hole. here I am now… live happily , after avoiding a big mistake, but I still wish some day there is a day I and he sitting together discussing why I left him, . he is probably not as bad as I thought. who knows